Monday, July 25, 2011
Healthatarian & Thinspo
So today I ate exactly to plan and then I got to work. It was about 7pm and I was starving and looming in the back were some cookies. Well I ended up eating about 490cals worth :c So full of self loathing and guilt at what I had just done I chugged a lot of water and grabbed a rubber band to tie my hair back as I went to the bathroom to purge. I got in there shut the door and I stopped. I thought, "I've put this behind me now. My health is more important than a possible 2lbs gained just now." And I didn't purge (: I took responsibility for the calories I ate and now I feel much stronger. I still feel bad about the cookies but I am also happy because I have this new found strength that I just can't explain.
Also, you know there are Vegans, Vegatarians, and Pescatarians? Well I've been a pescatarian for a while now but I have decided I will also become a Healthatarian (: It means someone who doesn't eat cakes, cookies, ice creams, fast foods, or over processed foods unless it is necessary or a special occasion such as a birthday or weeding. I figured this would help me avoid the bad feelings in the first place. <3