Monday, July 25, 2011

Healthatarian & Thinspo








So today I ate exactly to plan and then I got to work. It was about 7pm and I was starving and looming in the back were some cookies. Well I ended up eating about 490cals worth :c So full of self loathing and guilt at what I had just done I chugged a lot of water and grabbed a rubber band to tie my hair back as I went to the bathroom to purge. I got in there shut the door and I stopped. I thought, "I've put this behind me now. My health is more important than a possible 2lbs gained just now." And I didn't purge (: I took responsibility for the calories I ate and now I feel much stronger. I still feel bad about the cookies but I am also happy because I have this new found strength that I just can't explain.

Also, you know there are Vegans, Vegatarians, and Pescatarians? Well I've been a pescatarian for a while now but I have decided I will also become a Healthatarian (: It means someone who doesn't eat cakes, cookies, ice creams, fast foods, or over processed foods unless it is necessary or a special occasion such as a birthday or weeding. I figured this would help me avoid the bad feelings in the first place. <3

6 comments:

  1. Nice thinspo :)
    Well done for not purging! That's really great :)
    Haha I think we must be on the same wavelength :P I've just become pescatarian and want to combine it with healthatarian too, but I have to wait a while to be allowed. It would really help with your weightloss and general health :) good luck!
    Lottie x

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  2. Well done for being so strong chick :D Keep it up you are doing so well!
    I admire you having all these food view/follows. I don't think I could actually have the strength to keep it up.
    xxx

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  3. Good job not purging! You can always just average out your calories throughout the week so that the cookies won't cause a problem. Good luck with being healthataian! Hopefully you will feel a lot healthier and it'll have a positive effect on your weight.

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  4. stay strong! you can really be proud of you that you didn't purge!
    i also want to be a healthatarian! :-)
    love, yase

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  5. Love the Healthspiration :)
    Good Job, Keep it up
    All the ANA's are with you!
    Peace & Love
    -Autumn

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  6. Ohmygod you're so strong! Wow, you should keep this up! don't let go of this mentality :D
    and I think labeling yourself as a healthatarian might get you out of so much bad foods :P

    I'm glad you're doing great(:
    xxx

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